I awoke this morning in a foul mood. My mind was dwelling on all these negative things and it started attacking me and my failures. This built and the drive to work while not any worse then normal was percieved to be worse. I sat down at my desk and just felt inflamed and wanted to tear into someone. The feeling was completely uncalled for.
Then about an hour ago it just did a 180 (welcome to my head). Now I want to be creative. I want to plunge myself into the creative flow of the universe and let it burn me up. But I'm saddened because I can't. My current job does not allow for creativity, does not allow for change, just dull hum drum of it and usually by the time I leave to go home this place has beat me into a dullness that's not easy to overcome.
Oh well. It will all work out. Anyone want to employee me? I'm reasonably crazy, creative, fast learner, kinda cluttered, blah blah blah blah.
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